TO MOURN, TO GRIEVE

I am breaking inside; this is part of being human.

I belong to the fraternity… sorority…

…we break… we rebuild!

…we are floored…we rise!

I am grieving and nothing could have ever prepared me for this. To stare death stake naked, makes me more aware of what I am and how not ready I actaully am. True courage then becomes the willingness to learn on the job.

I am hurting deeply; this is life.

I breathe …living being …incarnate…

…we are destroyed…we are recreated!

…we dissolve… we reemerge!

I am seeking; this is the way.

I exist in the force…pushing… channeling…

…we disintegrate…we are molded!

…we are formless… we are pounded!

To live is to die: to die is what life means.

Embracing change, we must for there is no other way to truly live.

WE lose, we are lost. WE find, we are found. WE seek, we are sought.